Washington: Mel Gibson’s ex Oksana Grigorieva sent an email to the actor on March 1, 2010 professing her love for him – at the very time she now claims she was in fear for her life.
Oksana`s email was sent less than 2 hours after she received an email from Mel in which he called himself a "f**king failure," reports TMZ.com.
She emailed on her iPhone, "Please don`t torcher urself like that, please!!!! U dint do anything to be so hard on urself. U r amazing man and always will be in my eyes and I will make sure Lucy knows it."
Oksana`s email was sent nearly 2 months after their blowout argument on January 6, in which she claims Mel knocked two of her teeth out.
"U r an anusually extraordinary person. Ur versitile talent speaks louder than the words! Ur capable to make a masterpiece about jesus and to build the church for him! Ur just one person, but u did this! In itself it`s a lifetime wearthy atchivements, but for only chosen one," she wrote.
Meanwhile, sources say Oksana told Sheriff`s investigators in March she was in mortal fear of Mel and felt he was a danger to Lucia.
However, Oksana ended her email by professing her love to the star.
"I love u, that doesn`t change. Even if u don`t want it anymore," she wrote.