My life is a disaster, says Drew Barrymore

London: Hollywood actress Drew Barrymore says that despite her good organisational skills behind the camera, her real life is a disaster.

"My real life is a disaster, it`s absolutely nuts. I`m just a mess. I`m never organised, I lose everything," quoted her as saying.

Barrymore directed the 2009 film "Whip It", starring Ellen Page, but admits she`s on a look out for another script.

"As a director, I`m really trying hard to find something I fall in love with again because it`s a really long, intense job that you work on every day for the next three years.