The day MJ died was ‘worst day’ of mum Katherine’s life

Last Updated: Nov 09, 2010, 12:47 PM IST

London: Michael Jackson’s mother Katherine has revealed that the day Jackson’s personal physician Dr Conrad Murray told her that the singer was dead was the “worst day” of her life.

"My heart just dropped. They called me and said come to the hospital Michael`s in hospital,” The Telegraph quoted her as saying in an interview with Oprah Winfrey.

"They made the doctor tell me. We stayed there a long time before he came in to tell us, but I guess he didn``t want to either. But the doctor had to tell us. Dr Murray had to tell us,” Katherine said.

"He was talking and it took him so long and I said ``Well, what happened?`` I said ``Did he make it, how is he?`` And he said ``He``s gone.`` That``s all I remember."

Mrs Jackson said that she can’t accuse him of murder, no matter what anyone said.

“I have thought thousands of time what I would say to him (Dr Murray) – why didn``t he take care of my child, why did he leave the room, why did he give that to him, and it``s very dangerous, why did you do it?” she said.

"I can``t accuse him of murder. I don``t know if it was accidentally done or if it was intentionally done. I don`t want to go into that. I have my thoughts but I just don`t want to say it,” Mrs Jackson added.

"I don``t think I will ever be healed. It will get better but some days it``s just like it just happened. Whenever I talk about Michael I just tear up. It hurts."