London: Leona Lewis has vowed not to return to reality TV.
The 2006 X Factor winner said she would rather die than participate in shows like `Big Brother` and `I`m A Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here.`
"I`d rather gouge my eyes out with toothpicks. My evil friends make me watch it just to hear me scream," the Daily Star quoted Lewis as saying.
"It`s the most awful thing anyone could ever put themselves through," she added.
The Bleeding Love singer even lashed out at the show that made her famous, branding it a "pantomime."
Lewis also blasted the recent winners and claimed the X Factor is "no longer about singing".