Los Angeles: Singer-actress Jennifer Lopez's documentary has revealed that she craves for a healthy and lasting marriage.
The mother of two, who divorced Marc Anthony after seven years of marriage, is seen experiencing pure pain when separating and divorcing from him, reported E!Online.
"That wasn't my dream. My dream was for us to always be together. You never want to break up family," she said in the documentary. The split was extra difficult to her because her twins, Max and Emme, were traveling with her during her first world tour.
"It hurts me to see them miss him so much. They miss him so much," she said. "I remember being on the set and being in my dressing room and not feeling like I could get up in the morning and there's just no pain like that. There's no pain or failure like going through a divorce. That hope, that dream, that fairytale, with that first time that dream gets blown to pieces, you feel like you're going to die," she added.