London: Paris Hilton has admitted that she shudders in horror when she recalls how it felt when her explicit sex tape- recorded by her ex boyfriend Rick Salomon- became public.
Getting candid about the trials and tribulations of her life in the limelight on US reality TV, the hotel heiress said that it was the most painful thing she has ever went through in her life, the Mirror reported.
The 32-year-old star said that it was not any random person who released the tape but her boyfriend, whom she really loved and trusted.
Hilton said that she was so hurt and shocked that it`s been hard for her to really trust anyone ever again, especially guys.
The blonde beauty was 21 when Salomon recorded them having sex and released the video, `1 Night in Paris`, on the internet.
The video caused a global storm and Hilton struggles to believe that girls are purposely releasing their own sex tapes to boost their fame.