London: Actress Sarah Jessica Parker says she was constantly worried about parenthood before her first child was born.
Parker has eight-year-old son James Wilkie and two-year-old twins Tabitha and Marion with husband Matthew Broderick.
"I remember lying in bed before my son was born, quite pregnant, thinking, `I`m going to ruin him. The first thing I say to him that`s meaningful is going to scar him for life," contactmusic.com quoted the 46-year-old as saying.
"I`m going to mean to be helpful, and it`s just going to destroy him, and he`s going to spend the rest of his life flat out on a couch in a therapist`s office," he added.