Miami: Transcript of Tiger Woods interview with the Golf Channel released on Sunday. The reporter is Kelly Tilghman.
Q: Tiger, you`ve been a master of control your entire life, how did things get so out of control?
Woods: Going against your core values, losing sight of it. I quit meditating, I quit being a Buddhist, and my life changed upside down. I felt entitled, which I had never felt before. Consequently, I hurt so many people by my own reckless attitude and behavior.
Q: Were there moments you thought you should stop, but didn`t?
Woods: Yeah, I tried to stop and I couldn`t stop. It was just, it was horrific.
Q: For a man who`s so disciplined physically and psychologically, why couldn`t you say no?
Woods: I don`t know, now I know. It`s part of what I learned in treatment, being there for 45 days you learn a lot. You strip away the denial, the rationalization and you come to the truth and the truth is very painful at times and to stare at yourself and look at the person you`ve become you become disgusted.
Q: The Masters is a demanding stage on its own, let alone for a return of this magnitude, how do you know you`re mentally prepared for this?
Woods: I`m excited to get back and play. I miss the game. I miss playing, I miss competing. I wasn`t ready to play in Tavistock or play in Bay Hill, I expressed that to Joe [Lewis, Tavistock Group chairman] as well as Arnold [Palmer]. I want to play in these events but I just wasn`t ready. I started too late with my preparation. Hank and I are starting to work now and start to get it going.
Q: How do you know you`ll be ready for the Masters?
Woods: I`m starting to get my feel back. I know how to play the golf course and that helps a lot. I just got to play it.
Q: How will your therapy affect your 2010 schedule? I`m assuming you`ll have more in-patient therapy ahead.
Woods: Yeah, I will have more treatment, more therapy sessions. As far as my schedule going forward, I don`t know what I`m going to do, Kelly. Last year I didn`t know because of my knee; it was still uncertain, and this year, with all the things that I`ve done I don`t know what I`ll be doing either. That to me is a little bit bothersome, too, in a sense that I don`t like not knowing what to do, but what I know I have to do is become a better person and that begins with going to more treatment.
Q: You went from becoming recognized as the greatest golfer in the world to becoming a punch line. How did that make you feel?
Woods: It was hurtful, but then again you know what, I did it. I`m the one who did those things and looking back on it now with a more clear head, I get it. I can understand why people will say these things because you know what, it was disgusting behaviour. As a person, it`s hard to believe that was me, looking back on it now.
Q: America was concerned when the world`s greatest golfer was lying on the ground with no shoes at 2:30 in the morning, bleeding, what happened that night?
Woods: It`s all in the police report, they investigated it and they have it on public record; there`s a lot of stuff between Elin and I that will remain private and that`s about it.
Q: How did you crash the car?
Woods: I wasn`t going very fast, but unfortunately, I hit a few things.
Q: It`s been reported that members of your team, your inner circle were involved in your misdoings, is it true?
Woods: That is not true; it was all me. I`m the one who did it, I`m the one who acted the way I acted, no one knew what was going on. I`m sure if more people would have known in my inner circle they would`ve, they would`ve stopped it ... or tried to put a stop to it, but I kept it all to myself.
Q: What is the state of your marriage with Elin right now?
Woods: We`re working on it and it`s a process that will remain private between her and I.
Q: If your father were here today and looked back on these last four months, what would he say to you?
Woods: He`d be very disappointed in me. We`d have numerous long talks. That`s one of the things I miss, I miss his guidance, wish I could have had his guidance through all this to have him help straighten me up. I know he would`ve done it.
Q: What do you think he would say?
Woods: Can`t say it on air but he would`ve been very direct. Basically said, you need to get your life headed in the right direction again.
Q: For the 12-year-olds and the parents out there who looked at you as a role model, what do you have to say to them to make them believe in you again?
Woods: It`s going to be over time. It`s going to be my actions over time. I`m trying to become a better person each and every day. The proof in the pudding is over time and that`s what I`m trying to do. I will continue to do that.
Q: How will you explain this to your children, one day when they`re old enough to understand?
Woods: I will have that sit-down talk and it won`t be just one time, I know that. It will be numerous times and I take full ownership of it, I did it. No one else did; it was just me and that`s a responsibility that I will have. I will talk to my kids, for however long they want to talk about it. That is a conversation that will need to be had.
Q: Based on all that has transpired, what do you want your legacy to be when all is said and done?
Woods: Just like I wanted before. I felt that golf was a vehicle for me to help a lot of people. My dad had always said something that I never really quite understood until these times. In order to help other people, you first have to learn how to help yourself. Going into a treatment centre for 45 days, I learned a lot. I learned how to help myself and that`s the way I can help others down the road.
Q: I noticed you`re wearing a bracelet, can we see it?
Q: What does it mean?
Woods: It`s Buddhist, it`s for protection and strength and I certainly need that.
Q: When did you start wearing it?
Woods: Before I went into treatment.
Q: Will you be wearing it during the Masters?
Q: For the rest of your life?
Q: Tiger, thank you.
Woods: Thanks, Kel.