Shillong: When she left Delhi to pursue a career in the city of dreams, Mumbai -- Bombay back then -- some 17 years ago, Neha Dhupia's father thought she would be back in no time. However, she feels grateful for having a long career, but she wants to do more.
Neha made her screen debut in 1994 Malayalam film "Minnaram". She won the Miss India pageant in 2002, and a year later, she ventured into Bollywood with "Qayamat: City Under Threat".
On her stint in showbiz, Neha told IANS: "I am just happy that I have a career. I remember when I was 20 years old and come to Bombay to make a life... My father booked a ticket and he was like 'I assuming you would be back in three months. You want to be an IAS officer'".
She said she still has that ticket, adding "I have been here (in Mumbai) for 17 years."
The actress, 37, says she is happy that there is relevance around her and that today she is far more self-assured as a person.
"I am happy with the choices I have made. I am happy that I have choices and that I made a life in a city that I never visited. I am happy that I've not been a 'has been' yet. Am I satisfied? No. I always want to do more. So, that's the difference. Happiness is not defined by box office, net worth or image... Because you are striving to do better every day," she added.
The actress, who has worked in films like "Julie", "Ek Chalis Ki Last Local", "Mithya", "Singh Is Kinng" and "Dasvidaniya", apart from more recent performances in projects like "Hindi Medium" and "Tumhari Sulu".
"Stupid choices for the sake of work could be a regret, but apart from that nothing," she said.
Neha is currently seen as a gang leader in action-adventure reality television show "Roadies Xtreme", which airs on MTV.
Asked if she is 'extreme' as a person in any way, Neha said: "I have extreme emotions, choices, likes and dislikes, which also means that I am very clear in my head. How extreme am I? I have done things that are adventurous, I have done things that may or may not always be the right choices for me."
She says she is an "extreme" person. "I have always been different for sure. I have been extreme in my choices -- whether it is the movies or doing other stuff," she said.
(Durga Chakravarty is in Shillong at the invitation of MTV. She can be contacted at email@example.com)