Taylor Swift fears she`ll never find true love

London: Singer Taylor Swift fears she will never have a relationship which lasts forever and worries the magical moments in her life will come to an end one day.

The 22-year-old - who has previously dated John Mayer, Jake Gyllenhaal and Joe Jonas - said her mind is constantly filled with thoughts of both "faith and disbelief", reported a leading daily. "I think that one thing I`m really afraid of is... That magic doesn`t last. That butterflies and daydreams and love, all these things that I hold so dear, are going to leave some day. "I haven`t had a relationship that`s lasted forever. I only know about them starting and ending. Those are my fears. I spend a lot of time balancing between faith and disbelief," she said. The singer also said she is not worried about "looking youthful forever" but is keen to have a young person`s mentality for as long as she can get away with it. "I think there`s something we have as little kids that goes away sometimes. I don`t care about looking youthful forever, but I care about seeming youthful." PTI