Nicole Kidman misses her `adopted` kids

London: Hollywood beauty Nicole Kidman is unhappy that her adopted kids Isabella and Connor chose to live with her ex-husband Tom Cruise but respects their decision to do so.

The `Moulin Rouge` star who parted ways with actor Tom Cruise after an 11-year marriage wished if her kids stayed with her, Hello! magazine reported. "They live with Tom, which was their choice. I`d love them to live with us, but what can you do?," said the 43-year-old actress. However, the blonde beauty is delighted to experience motherhood again by having a daughter Sunday Rose with husband Keith Urban in July 2008. "It`s a beautiful thing at 43 to have a two and half year old!," she said. Explaining her daughter`s unconventional name, the Oscar-winning actress said that her name was based on the day that she and Urban enjoyed most together. "When we were both alone, before we met each other, Sunday was the day we dreaded most, because when you don`t have someone in your life Sundays can be really lonely." "Then when we met, we went from dreading Sunday to really loving it. It was the day when nobody was going to bother you, you could stay in bed, you could do what you wanted to do. We just thought, What a great name for our baby!`," she added. PTI