New York: Terius Nash a.k.a The-Dream has revealed that breaking up with wife Christina Milian has been a nightmare for him.
Music producer The-Dream also said that the break-up with wife made him suicidal.
"I``ve cried about this for months, after interviews, after prayer and I``ve tried to take my own life at a point because of the failure that was looming," the New York Post quoted him as writing in his on his website.
"I``m sorry for the embarrassment to everyone involved! If there``s anyone to blame and you can``t fathom this happening, please blame me and me alone for not being upfront!"
"Even though we were trying to overcome personal things between us, I was just simply scared and embarrassed to let everyone know we WERE FAILING and HAVE NOW FAILED!" he wrote.
The-Dream also denied that the split was due to another woman or a new relationship in his life.
"Its easy to say that it``s because of another woman or a new relationship but truthfully, IT``S NOT," he wrote.
A rep for the producer told UsMagazine.com that Nash and Milian decided to part ways long ago.
"The couple reached this decision in late 2009, but decided to keep the news private in efforts to protect their baby daughter, Violet,” he said. (ANI)