Britney wants to get married and have kids

London, Dec 02: Pop singer Britney Spears, who made a remarkable comeback recently after her infamous breakdown, has vowed to get married again and have more children."I want to get married, have more babies and live on a desert island," Britney revealed in a new documentary.

A tearful Britney admitted that she still felt "sad" and "lonely" despite slowly getting back to a normal life. The singer, who lost custody of her sons Sean Preston and Jayden James earlier this year, said her idea of heaven is moving to a remote island with her boys and her dream man, Daily Mail reported. "That would be heaven for me, to have my kids on an island and a man and no-one could get to us. "That`s my thing. When I really love somebody I really love somebody. I give my all. I can`t get enough. I need to be around them all the time. It`s just the best feeling in the world when they give me that feeling," the pop princess said. The singer poured out her heart in eagerly-awaited MTV documentary "Britney: For The Record". In a scene filmed as she was making her video for comeback single `Womanizer`, Britney told friends, "I`m going to write the man of my dreams on my arm. "I`m going to get married next year and have babies. Watch!" The singer also joked about writing a tell-all autobiography, saying, "I will have a good book one day, a good mysterious book." She broke down several times during the documentary. "When I tell people the way I feel they hear me, but they`re really not listening. They hear what they want to hear. They don`t really listen to what I`m telling them," the singer said. She started to sob as she added, "It`s bad. I`m sad." The singer also moaned the fact that she no longer felt "cool" about herself. "I used to be a cool chick and I feel like the paparazzi has taken my whole cool slang away from me...The way I used to live, I was a pretty cool chick, and I`m not really that anymore." "You can`t really go there in a complete state of happiness because you`re scared it`s going to be taken away. So it`s better just not to feel anything at all and to have hope to feel the other way," she said recalling her troubled life. But Britney insisted that she had no regrets and avoided "threatening situations", saying, "I go through life like a Karate Kid." Talking about her increasingly erratic behaviour following her split from husband Kevin Federline, Britney admitted, "People started thinking I was on drugs." She, however, defended her infamous head-shaving incident, saying, it was "...a little bit of rebellion or feeling free". "People thought it was me going crazy and stuff, but people shave their heads all the time." Britney is determined to get back to a normal life, "Everything is coming together right now. I`m ready to make this a really good phase in my life." "I choose to be a happy person. I choose not to be a bitter person," she said, adding, "everything happens for a reason." "I just have to look back and say it is what it is and learn from my mistakes and just listen to my instincts more," Britney said. The pop diva also denied being a "victim of success." "I hate that because I like to see people making the most of their situation and being positive. Bureau Report