London: Actor Paul Michael Glaser, who has given up on finding love again, says he is happy being single.
Twenty years ago he thought his life was over after his teacher wife Elizabeth and daughter Ariel died from AIDS and his son Jake was left infected by HIV.
He said: “I was full of rage, anger and guilt that I couldn’t do anything to stop this. I’d ask, ‘Why me? Why Me?’ But the only answer to that question was, ‘Why not me?’ In my darkest moments I probably thought about ending it.
“But nothing made sense, even that. I liken it to being a soldier in Vietnam. Somehow you put one foot in front of the other and you get through it.”
The actor then married Tracy Barone, but they parted ways in 2007.
"I have never been really successful in a relationship even with Elizabeth. You hope to grow into a relationship, but then the journey with HIV made things different. I am far better at being alone now," mirror.co.uk quoted Glaser as saying.